Twelve blog posts later, and I finally got through writing about the last day at the hospital!
I have an interesting story to tell. I already mentioned my sister and I were recently talking about clothes, and it’s because she wanted to buy me something. So I guess she wanted to “surprise” me, so she bought and sent me something. Living at the barracks on this base, it’s kind of difficult to get mail, and there’s a lot of information that the address needs so that your mail is correctly routed to you. My sister didn’t put the full address; she didn’t even write my first name. So what’s going on here? Is this a prank? I’m sure it is. Will I ever get this package? I’ll be surprised if I do. So what I think is going on here is my sister is trying to play with my emotions, trying to get me eager for a gift, which will be difficult for me to actually receive with the intentional incorrectly formatted address. So what did she buy me? And I had no idea she was buying or sending this to me until she told me they were on the way, but she bought me slippers. LOL. So why did she buy me slippers? So in Latino culture, a slipper is a tool of discipline. So, I’m convinced by what she’s sending me and how she’s sending it, she’s trying to symbolically, indirectly, and implicitly tell me, and everyone, that I was sent to the psych ward to be disciplined; child abuse, like I’ve been saying. I’m not a child, I’ve done nothing wrong, and I wouldn’t be surprised if I see someone else wearing those slippers, LOL.
So this is what the child abuse, cyberstalking, and bullying culture has led to; being harassed and falsely admitted to a psych ward. I’m sure people are wondering if I’m going to take legal action against the hospital. The answer to that is yes, for many reasons, and this is one of them. I can’t believe the hospital decided to seriously play along with this scam and were so blinded by the bullying culture that they had a false sense of justification and didn’t realize they were abusing the medical system for what is false imprisonment.
So as far as my current state: I’m still being cyberstalked, which leads to other forms of harassment, and yeah, to be fair, there are moments of kindness and things do seem to get a little better from time to time, especially after this false imprisonment incident, but the general trend is harassment, and it all start with the cyberstalking. I was dropped from my class because I was in the hospital for several days. Remember how I told the teacher that I didn’t want to stay at the hospital because I didn’t want to miss class and he said not to worry because he was going to have to cancel class for the rest of the week anyway? The teacher even made it sound like since I said I was being hazed, that the hazers were going to be in big big trouble, LOL. Well, I was told that I’d have to wait for the next class, which has no set start date yet. I could have totally caught up with the material, but this is the way they want to handle it. So now I’m on holds, waiting to get through the medical board process, which I shouldn’t even be going through because I should have never been deceitfully taken to the ER in the first place. But now since all this medical paperwork was started, and the doctors wrote what they wrote, I guess I have to go through this whole process, and it’s all fake. I’ll have to do some research to get a better understanding of this process, but I hope there’s a way to hit a “cancel” or “exit” button on this whole process.
So what did the doctors write? The doctors wrote: “32 year old service member presenting with symptoms of paranoid delusions and auditory hallucinations consistent with diagnosis of schizophrenia and demonstrating interference with reasonable performance of assigned duties and have rendered service member unfit[.]” So let me dissect this, false, statement.
- Alright, so yeah, I’m 32 years old.
- So the doctor wrote “symptoms of paranoid delusions.” By the way, I don’t think the doctors even believe what they are writing is fact LOL. But anyway, what are “paranoid delusions?”
- So according to what I found on the Internet, paranoia means “an unrealistic distrust of others or a feeling of being persecuted.” My distrust of others is realistic, and I have proof, and for example: the way this situation all started, where I was deceitfully and spitefully taken to the ER for “suicide.” My feeling of being persecuted is also realistic, and I have proof, and for example: I was falsely and unknowingly admitted to the psych ward and held against my will, which is false imprisonment.
- So according to what I found on the Internet, delusion means “a belief or altered reality that is persistently held despite evidence or agreement to the contrary…” I’m delusional!? This whole situation is delusional! Reality is, I’m not schizophrenic. All my claims and beliefs I can support with some kind of evidence. This is beyond a misrepresentation of the truth; almost a fantasy.
- The doctors also wrote “auditory hallucinations.” I don’t know how many times I had to say this, I’m not hearing “mysterious voices,” if I had a voice recorder, I could demonstrate the verbal harassment, and I have proof on this blog, and I have a new and recent voice recording that I might post to the blog very soon.
- Not only do these symptoms not apply to me, there’s nothing about my situation “consistent with diagnosis of schizophrenia.”
- So the doctors also wrote “demonstrating interference with reasonable performance of assigned duties” which is a bogus claim. The medical team of doctors never asked me about my performance with my assigned duties, because I would have said that I’m performing well. I did mention to one of the ER doctors that there has been an effort to sabotage my performance, or make it appear as though I’m not performing well, where they have no evidence of that. It’s a false claim and “concern” that has never been addressed with me; people cannot tell me face-to-face that I’m not performing well. So the doctors falsified medical documentation, which is gross negligence.
- So now I’ve been falsely deemed “unfit” for duty. Why couldn’t the doctors just say there was nothing wrong with me and just let me go? Conducting false imprisonment was bad enough, now falsifying medical documentation is making the situation even worse LOL.