January 24, 2021
Vlog, hosting with YouTube
So, yesterday, I finally got around to creating Vlog #1. With Bluehost’s harassment, it seemed like the perfect time to vlog. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to upload Vlog videos to YouTube, or some other platform, or just upload to the Bluehost servers. Given that the Bluehost servers have been unreliable, I figured it was best to upload to a platform, such as YouTube, whose servers are reliable with no storage restrictions. For what I understood, I only had 50 GB of storage space with Bluehost, but I just double checked, and it shows that I have an unlimited amount of storage space… not sure why… as of the time of this typing, the website is online with an outdated revision, still.
I’ve mentioned before that I haven’t trusted my experience with YouTube. I feel like the feed is customized by cyberstalkers who want me to see a particular video. I feel like the stats numbers are not accurate and are used to harass me in some way. Those are the only examples I can recall at the moment. So when I started to create an account and get familiar with the platform and interface from a content creator perspective, I was anticipating some kind of harassment. Actually, I’m recalling right now; my experience with Google, the generation of URLs have been used to harass me, and I believe the URLs generated by YouTube have been used to harass me. I would share the URL generated by YouTube, but its just speculation at this point, so I’m just going to note it as speculation. However, I’ll explain though, it was weird when uploading the video to YouTube. I guess it’s because it took time to verify, but I had to upload the video three different times to add a thumbnail to the video. Then for some reason I couldn’t find the videos I uploaded even though the website prompted me saying that the videos were saved as drafts. I search the internet, a discussion from a similar question said to check the search bar, and for some reason, the drafts were shown as a dropdown menu as a suggestion when selecting the search bar. This is strange because the videos should be shown listed in the dashboard. Then after some time, the three drafts were shown listed in the dashboard. Strange, but we’ll see with time if there’s anything sketchy having YouTube host my vlogs. As of this writing, from what I observe online, I can see that people have watch Vlog #1, way more than the number of views shown on YouTube, which are all my views by the way. Is it because the video was pirated? Possibly. Do I care? No, not really. Sure, it would be nice to make some money from the blog and the vlog, but my goal is to resolve this cyberstalking issue, not to make money. Me not being able to generate funds fairly from my vlog or blog further demonstrates the unjust treatment and abuse I’ve been experiencing, mostly cause by this cyberstalking.
January 25, 2021
So, yesterday, during the first half of the day, not much happened with regards to cyberstalking and harassment. Not until I returned to my room after dinner and my phone was locked by cyberstalkers. I took a screenshot, but it’s not like it’s going to prove anything. My roommate was in the room, so I’m guessing the phone was locked by cyberstalkers in retaliation to the tweet I sent out with D Talks #49.
compromised stockbroker
So this stockbroker, who I’m convinced is compromised and colluded with stalker harassers, still hasn’t replied to any of my messages. So I called the stockbroker today, and will continue to do so everyday, until I speak with someone, or until I get a response to my sent messages. Unfortunately, I was waiting to speak with someone at Vanguard for over an hour before I ended the call. This is the second time I’ve called Vanguard. I’ll call again tomorrow.
Yesterday, I learned that the stock in question actually had a reverse stock split, which explains why there were two dividends this time around. I’m new to investing, and I’m still learning about stocks. While I discovered this new information, someone outside my window said “dumb” or something similar. This reverse stock split may explain why one dividend was reinvested, and the other wasn’t. I still don’t know all the details, but according to what I read, a stock holder has a choice of cash or partial share. I would have chose cash. Did I have a choice? I’m not sure. Like I said, this is only a possible reason that dividend was automatically reinvested. Does this total rid my doubts of possible collusion? No, because it doesn’t explain why that stock’s dividend was set to automatically reinvest. Do I feel dumb not knowing about the reverse stock split? No, because I’m still learning. I do feel like I’m being stalked and harassed… Anyway, still super sketchy.
cyberstalking – MacBook Air
This morning, I’m at my desk eating breakfast, and my roommate starts to whisper several different things. I chose to take mental notes of a couple of things he whispered, and then write those whispers down to write about them later. Those noted whispers were: “snitch,” “don’t tell,” and “meth.” This roommate said “snitch” almost as soon as I was about to start eating, so I replied saying that I barely even know him, and anything after him being my roommate and harassing me is something he’s gotta deal with. Later he says “don’t tell,” and I think it was either to this whisper, or some other whisper, but I told him he sounds like a criminal… actually, never mind. It was when he said “snitch” a different time, when I told him he sounds like a criminal… why else would he say “don’t snitch” or “snitch” or “don’t tell” or whatever. Then this roommate says “meth,” and that’s when I figured why he was saying these thing, this time around. When I realized this, I sarcastically said something like “I almost want you to keep stalking me.”
Anyway, so the reason this roommate was whispering these words is because last night, I decided to start working on the blog. I’ve been wanting to write a page with a glossary to write the meaning of the numbers that are used to harass me. The cyberstalkers have developed a meaning to many numbers, and combination of numbers, throughout the years. I mentioned how I don’t trust the stats displayed on YouTube, so that’s what motivated me to finally start the glossary of the meanings symbolized by each number. So I got to the number 13, and I briefly wrote something, but then deleted it. I deleted it because there’s a larger story behind what I wrote. So my approach to this glossary now is to describe each number in a blog post, and then add it to the dictionary.
Since these people are cyberstalking, they saw what I wrote and then deleted, and later decided to indirectly tell me not to tell. From the time I wrote what I wrote, to the time I deleted what I wrote, was less than 10 seconds, which is unreal to think that they saw what I wrote in that short amount of time. I’m not surprised though; I’ve known that the cyberstalkers have had this ability, and throughout the years, I’ve gotten a better understanding of the nature of the cyberstalking capabilities. I guess you can never be too assured though.
damage to personal property
So today, I needed to get something from my luggage. That thing was my third uniform that I rarely wear to keep it looking new and not faded. The reason I was getting this uniform is because, over a week ago, I was finally automatically ranked up. I wrote before that I was supposed to rank up, but that an office was closed, which didn’t seem coincidental, and actually unnecessary. So there was a delay, but good thing is, I was given back pay. So now that I’m officially ranked up, I have to make those changes to my uniform. I thought I had to get the rank embroiled on to the uniform, but it turns out that, it’s just a slip-on over the tab, and not something embroidered on the tab itself. I didn’t realize this until I went to the store though. Anyway, so I go to my closet, and I turn my luggage around so that I can grab it by the handle opposite of the wheels. This is what I see:
You see that one of the plastic stands is missing. You think I would have noticed something like this when I placed the luggage up there. What’s more, the luggage was also more scratched up than I last remember. I looked around the in closet for this plastic stand and I couldn’t find it. So I figured someone went into my closet, when it was either locked or unlocked, and decided to break one of the stands off my luggage. What convinces me? This is the first time I noticed this, which is very noticeable. I then tested to see how much force it would take to actually remove one of these stands, and it would require quite a bit of force. I’m not sure how clear it is, but if you zoom in, one of the screws is crooked. So, it’s not like I dropped the luggage, or bumped into the wall, and it broke off. Someone had to have forcefully bend and pried the stand off the luggage. It’s definitely doable by hand. I asked my roommate, and he denies it. Do I believe him? Unfortunately, not really.
Bluehost – cyber harassment
So an early revision of the site is published online, still. Bluehost tells me to wait so that the latest revision can be published, and it’s already been several hours. So I started a chat, and it looks like I have to wait for the next representative. I usually never have to wait. While I’m waiting, here’s the timeline of events so far:
- 01-21-2021: realized that website was not online
- 01-23-2021: website is back online, but with an earlier revision of the website
So the sketchiness with Bluehost continues, and the insincerity is evident in the chat. Here’s the seventh conversation I’ve had with Bluehost regarding this recent issue with the website:
Bluehost conversation #7
Medical Board
So today I got a call from the agency who is scheduling my medical exams for the medical board. I’ve received three calls from them in total so far. The first call was an introduction to create an account on their website and I was told 2/3 appointments were scheduled, and 1/3 was pending. The second call was to tell me that the pending appointment was scheduled; I just listened to the voice message and checked the website. The third call, today, was to tell me the pending appointment that was finally scheduled, was rescheduled per my request. I never requested to have this appointment rescheduled. The person who left the voice message also said to call back for more details. What more do I need to know? I was curious as to why they said I requested the rescheduling. As I guessed, it was a rescheduling on the providers side. Before I make the call though, I checked the website, and I see that there is a rescheduled appointment. So I call, and coincidentally, my roommate shows up. I record all my phone calls, so the phone is on speaker, and I’m recording with my laptop. During the conversation, my roommate whispers “leave” and I call him a “little girl” while I’m on the phone. I then apologize to the person I was speaking with saying that my roommate was saying things under his breath, so I called him a “little girl.” When I got off the phone, this roommate denies that he said anything. I explain that I’ve been calling him out on his whispering and he says nothing, and now he finally says something, and is denying it. I’ve already actually made a complaint with the barracks leaders regarding this roommates verbal harassment. He continued to whisper things under his breath, and I say what I typically say, something like, “you say you’re not whispering, and you just whispered.” He denied it. I told him he can prove that he didn’t say anything, and I can’t prove that he said anything.