8-18-21
Harassment
I haven’t been taking notes this week, but in general, regarding the harassment, there’s been a heightened level of evilness. Which reminds me. The other day someone tells me “we’re human” as a reasoning and to explain that there is some level of compassion with the intentions pertaining to the situation that I’m referring to. I then later thought, you know, humans can be good, but humans can also be very bad…
Anyway, so, I have a temporary assignment, and it involves seeing many people. With the poisoned culture, I’m sure, people in charge, and just people in general, (someone next to me just slammed some trash in the trash can, as if to implicitly tell me I’m trash…) planned to abuse the situation to bully me.
So, just recalling as I write, to start out, the group that was given this temporary assignment, which includes me, was told to meet at a certain building. I arrived, and then the group was told to go back to the main building. I walk, so there was no way I was going to make it. So pretty much, they were messing with me. As I’m getting this update, I see two people from my department in the building I’m in. These two specific people may, or may not, be citizens; they have foreign accents. Could I care less? Not at all. However, you will see why this detail is relevant, and it’s something I didn’t realize until later. I was then told by the person in charge of the group that was given this temporary assignment to call him later, and that I didn’t have to walk all the way back to the main building. So I go home, and I then call this person in charge of the group. This person tells me a whole bunch of information and while doing so, is calling me “bro” very similar to the way my high school friend would call me “bro” to pretty much mock the way I would sincerely call him “bro,” which is just one of the many allusion to this high school friend; the one I said who told me he was a citizen, but not actually being a citizen, in Vlog #20. I don’t have anything against noncitizens, but the nonsensical sentiment and reaction to me mentioning this detail of this harasser high school friend, is: how dare I even mention this! Now noncitizens, and others, mostly others, who want a piece of this, are all riled up like vicious dogs wanting to take chunk out of me. I must be clear, it’s mostly the citizens who are just looking for a “reason” to abuse.
This bullying used to bother me, but honestly, I’ve learned to handle it and verbally defend myself. I usually criticize people’s ugly behaviors, that of which no one will own up to. I don’t think any of the people who partake in this harassment can own up to their behavior. The fact that these people are not being watched by people at large, makes it so there are no consequences for their bad behavior; kind of like the Nazis at one point in time. I get to write about it, and that’s about it. These people are cyberstalking me, and know that I’m writing this, and I definitely observe a noticeable difference in people’s behavior.
So, let’s see… it’s my third day. I can’t recall much from the first day, however, the second day I was being aggressively verbally harassed. So to convey to these people how these people are viciously attacking me like a nonsensical riled up dog, every time they’d say something to harass me, I’d reply with “get ‘em” with somewhat of growl, as if I was trying to rile up a dog to sick… something. I’d also say other stuff to convey how nonsensical the harassment is, like replying by telling people they are being child abusers, or people abusers.
Then, again, today is my third day, and it must have been before my second day, my sister text me, and she is oddly texting the word “coward” many times. Then there was this one guy, and I think it was on my first day, he says something to threaten me, and I said “oh, you so scary.” Then the second day, there was this other guy who was trying to intimidate me, and he later says “like this” or “like that” to allude to the rape of my mother, as I’m singing “beautiful people” by Chris Brown. Later this same guy says a couple of things indirectly, including “Takis” which is an allusion to my little brother, who looks like me, with better hair, except with brown eyes, not partial green eyes like me… as if it was God’s will for my brother to replace my existence; I am serious. Anyway, so I can see this guy has been speaking with someone, most likely my father, to harass me. He continued to talk and it seemed like he was implicitly telling me that I wasn’t going to say anything to him, as if to call me a coward possibly, but I wouldn’t let something like that bother me anyway because I don’t have ego issues. However, even before he said this, I was already going to ask him if he said what he said earlier. As he’s leaving, I politely ask him about what he said, and if he was indirectly talking to me. He denies it, said he was talking on the phone, and some other malarkey.
So third day, today. I see this same guy (some guy just set the “caution wet floor” sign and said “off” as if to suggest I’m faking the fact that I was falsely imprisoned, and probably even more because I mentioned yesterday to someone working along side me for an hour or so that it seems like, after being falsely imprison already, that people tried to seriously falsely imprison me for a second time) who seemed to take on the same demeanor as my father. Sure my father threatens me, encourages other people to do so, my sisters do the same. I’m not intimidated by my father or sisters. Why this person would want to emulate a racist child abuser is really beyond me. Anyway, so this guy leaves as another person replaces him, and then they say something about shooting me, so I took a picture of them, and it seemed like the were anticipating me taking that photo of them.
So, in general, people have been indirectly calling me “soft” which just kinda makes my head hurt because I can’t make sense of it. People have also been repeatedly saying “have a good day” or “have a good one.” As I’ve written before, “one” is an allusion to, despite being oppressed, since everyone around me condones the oppression, the oppression will continue (Holocaust? I’ve got to be shocking the Internet with this information.) Then “have a good day” as I’ve written before, pretty much means, I deserve to be bullied and harassed, and this idea is pretty much endorsed by people who condone child abuse, or abuse of people, like Nazis. But you know (someone just whispered “please leave”) “have a good day” has a different meaning to me now. Like I said yesterday to these people, at the end of the day, my day will end with me being a good person with good intentions. These people who engage in this nasty ugly behavior can’t say same.
8-20-21
Harassment
So yesterday I received a reply from the DFEH and I’ll write about that soon, but today, as I’m typing this, I’m at the temporary assignment, not even a half hour into it and people’s ugly behaviors have started, so I’m going to take note of the things people say under their breaths:
- Snap
- Soft
- Off
- Sound hurt; I guess they want me to sound hurt in the vlog this weekend, which is viewed by millions and millions of people and only has a view count that only accounts for the number of times I’ve watched my own vlogs
- act hurt; I swear, I’m not actor. People hate on my view count, which is unknown to me, and I’m just like, all I want is, to not be oppressed… acting like I actually know my view counts…
- so there are these guys talking and one says “like this” then another says “soft” and other things that I can’t recall as I’m typing, and I asked them aloud indirectly, but directly, to speak up so I could hear them clearly. They won’t show their faces or own up to their behaviors… hmm, what’s a word to describe these people’s behaviors… someone just said “deplorable” and I’m not familiar with the word, so I searched the Internet, and yeah, that’s a good word!
- so people have been saying stuff, but it’s way too faint for me to even bother noting. Then I start to sing “popstar” and then someone in the distance says “you’re depressed,” and I say back, “no, I’m not”
It’s late now in the day. Like I said, I’ve learn to deal with people bad behaviors by pretty much calling people out on their evilness. As I’m typing this, these YouTuber Pepping Toms are at it, again, and have been often lately, and it really doesn’t seem like anybody is watching them. It seems as though they are being played on my roommates speakers loudly because they want me to be hurt or whatever during the vlog this weekend. One of them just said “that hurts.” They’ve said “suffer” several times, and who actually says that word that many times; gross.
DFEH
So regarding the DFEH. So I last mentioned that the DFEH called me, seemed pretty insincere, and that I needed to send them some evidence to support my claim. So, I wrote about 10 pages and sent several documents, photos, and voice recordings. And, since I’m being cyberstalked, the people around me were watching me prepare this writing and evidence, and I was definitely getting reactions. I know they were surprised by the evidence that I have and what I experienced working for this employer. When I started this blog, I actually started by writing about this employer. What is kind of interesting to me now, is, I’m realizing that when I started this blog, back in mid-2019, it wasn’t getting many views, however, I’m seeing that people, many many people, have been following my online presence, when this blog started, and even before the blog started.
So I get an email from the DFEH yesterday while I was at the gym. I see that the email the DFEH representative writes starts with a lower case “p” as an obvious typo. So my reaction is, not surprised, but just disappointed that the games and the lack of professionalism continues. What is the lower case “p” an allusion to? I was actually waiting to talk about this, and probably still will talk about this, in a future vlog. So, after working in offices for a series of abusive employers, I started working as a laborer because I wanted the experience and I wanted to get a contractors license, and working your way up to a journeyman level is one way, even though I was already qualified to get a contractor’s license. Anyway, so I started working as an ironworker and I had this coworker who was young. I was new and he was new, and we both were being bullied a bit by the guys who had been working there a while. It was their way to filter out lazy workers. I work hard, so the bullying wasn’t really bullying to me, and I saw it more as a push than anything. But this guy was young, and he felt like he was being bullied. I don’t bully people, and since I work hard, and the bullying wasn’t affecting me, and I was keeping up with the other workers, this new young guy affiliated himself with me. That was until the cyberstalkers got to him and turned him against me. This guy, his name started with a “P” and it was difficult to pronounce, so people just called him “P.” So now, the cyberstalkers use the letter “p” to allude to people who affiliate with me, as if that’s a bad thing, and I guess it is, for the cyberstalkers, and as I mentioned in Vlog #20, this is a pattern of behavior with the cyberstalkers: people affiliate themselves with me, then the cyberstalkers go out of their way to either defame me (“you can’t like a pedophile!”), play victim (“we hurt!”), or even intimidate (“don’t you even dare”) those who affiliate themselves with me to turn them against me, because the more people who affiliate themselves with me, the less control the cyberstalkers have over me. And it’s surprisingly affective because people are too nice, and the nerve these cyberstalkers have to shamelessly turn nice people against me, is, gross.
Anyway, so enough writing about that typo. So the DFEH sends me an email, and they say that they are closing the claim and issuing a right to sue letter, because there is insufficient evidence. Is there really insufficient evidence? I don’t think so. I think I can convince Judge Judy with the evidence I sent. So, I’m not sure what’s going on. They gave no logical reasoning as to why there is insufficient evidence. So I replied asking what would be considered sufficient evidence. The DFEH representative replies saying “Your recommendation is to follow through the appeal process, I wish you luck pursuing this matter either on your own or with an attorney.” So my guess is they are busy, and want to issue the right to sue letter so that I could handle this case with the courts. I don’t want to read into this, but I really don’t have any other option because they are not providing me with a logical reasoning as to why there is insufficient evidence. According to this website, “Sufficient evidence refers to evidence of such probative value as to support the verdict of the jury or a finding of fact by the court. The word sufficient does not mean conclusive. Conclusive evidence is evidence that serves to establish a fact or the truth of something. Evidence is sufficient when it satisfies an unprejudiced mind.” So, I’ll follow the recommendation, and hopefully the DFEH resolves this case, because I really don’t want to spend time and money going to court, but if so, it’ll be interesting.