So yesterday I wanted to write, but I must have had writer’s block or something. Then within a hour I had a whole list of things to write about and I don’t think I’ll be able to get to everything. So on Monday I wrote about how my father called my phone and how I didn’t even want to hear his voice. I guess it would take a day or so to have people channel some negativity towards me on behalf of my father. Among the several instances of negativity, my relatively new roommate has been aggressively whispering things under his breath. He was kind of getting on my nerves the other day, so I said something kind of brash, I was just upset, I’m not perfect, so after that I’ve just been saying “chill son, damn.” Anyway, after I posted what posted about my father, my roommate actually bumped into my bed and aggressively whispered something and all I said was “chill son, damn.” Why people would want to help an abusive parent harass their child is beyond me… Actually, it isn’t. You see, what my father does is he feeds into other people’s envy. To make people not like me, he will make them envious of me, and envy is a strong emotion, one in which you gotta be told that’s a bad way to feel and act on those feelings, or you gotta be strong and/or use some logic and some self therapy to convert your negative feelings into positive ones. So I try to condemn the negative behavior that results from envy, and at the same time educate, and it works, sometimes. For example, today I walked into my classroom and one of the classmates intentionally knocks on his desk two times to intimidate me, and I say is “Jesus!” I barely know this guy, I don’t know his name, where he’s from or anything. Now, what I’ve learned from this harassment is that if someone who I don’t even know wants to make an effort and use their energy to harass me, they are unhappy, lacking, and don’t know how to cope with their own envy, so they channel their unhappiness at me. And all I said was, “you must be single,” and from his response, I can tell I was right. After a couple of seconds I said “it’s like a super power now.” I’m an easy target, you don’t have to think too hard to bully me. I have no support… I mean, there are people out there who do support me, but nobody that I’m close with, my family is very unsupportive and are actually against me, which makes me an even easier target. If I was anybody else, or if I had some family or friends who supported me, you think people would act on their envy and harass me? No way! Or they might, but to a lesser degree. People who don’t harass me tend to be people who are confident and happy, or people who are genuinely good, nice, moral, and raised very well, raised to be happy.
Lately, I’ve been attacked by envious socialists who want to rob me of stuff I worked hard for, stuff that money can’t buy. Like the time I invested to educate myself. Like the time I spent and spend to achieve and maintain a fitness level. Or rob me of relationships and opportunities. I literally have people who intentionally try to disrupt me so that I won’t function and fail. So I’ll end this one with a God bless America, freedom, and the free market.