So after posting Navy Stories #11, I took the time to actually listen to the chaplain’s voice message, since I hadn’t relistened to the voice message anytime recently. I actually started to doubt myself and thought it might be possible I misinterpreted the implicit indirect messages. So I relistened to the message, and yeah, I’m still sure this chaplain could have mentioned suicide, but then I also started to pick up on other subliminal/indirect messages.
So when relistening to the voice message, the chaplains voice was different from how I remembered; he seemed way more relaxed than when I had spoke with him on the phone.
Here’s the voice message:
So I received this voice message on a Monday; April 13th of this year to be exact. Our conversation took place on April 9th. I can’t recall exactly how our conversation ended, but he said he would call me back; something tells me he said he would call me back to get off the phone, so that he could talk with the cyberstalking stalker harassers to discuss a game plan on how to conclude our unconcluded conversation.
At around 0:15 he says that we talked about “pretty heavy things.” “Heavy things,” … like Jesus carrying a crucifix heavy? I don’t know how the stuff we talked about was that “heavy.” If what he meant by “heavy” is “serious,” then yeah, I guess what we talked about was “heavy,” but it’s definitely not something difficult for me to talk about.
He then goes on to say that he told me he would look into what potential solutions he could come up with. Did he tell me this? I’m not sure, I can’t recall exactly, but I did suggest that we could have a meeting with him, the instructor, and whoever is in charge of the school, and talk about the immediate/distant harassment, stalking, and cyberstalking that I’ve been experiencing. I also suggested that I voice record the class so that I could easily demonstrate the harassment. I think those two suggestions alone would have helped with the harassment. But then he goes on to say that there wasn’t much that he could do.
Then he strangely says he advises me to go visit the “other” department. Why didn’t he say the “legal” department? The only reason I could think of is that he was trying to imply something.
Another thing too is he’s telling me to call him if I want to talk. What else we’d talk about, I’m not sure, but he’s actually sounding like my stepmother with that verbiage. When we were kids, my stepmother would say that she knows that she doesn’t talk to my sisters and I much, but that she was always there if we wanted to talk. I didn’t pick up on this until I relistened to the voice message, and then I was reassured by the cyberstalkers. So the cyberstalkers who stalk me 24/7 saw that I had relistened to the voice message, and then they probably contacted my stepmother, so then the people around me were kinda trying to tell me not to talk about this voice message on my blog by channeling energy, negative aggressive energy, on behalf of stepmother.
Then he goes on to say that he hopes that I’m having a good weekend and a great day. This guy is calling me on a Monday! I’m sure he knows the weekend is over and is aware of what day it is, especially since he even says that we spoke on a Thursday, which was the 9th of April. So why would he say that he hopes I’m having a good weekend, when it’s no longer the weekend. Well, see, this… I’m not sure what to call it… idea? Rumor? Threat?… I don’t know, anyway, its one of the things harassers say to harass me. So if you know who The Weekend is, he’s a rapper who would wear a bullet proof vest. So I think it started with my younger sister who started to implicitly harass me by suggesting that I should feel frighten because I’m a target to bullies. So when bullies want to terrorize me to control me, they will somehow throw in the term “weekend” and allude to this (that’s what it is, it’s an allusion the harassers use). So yeah, I’m certain this guy was making this allusion on behalf of the cyberstalking stalking harassers, which includes my family.
And then he says “thanks.” Thanks for what? See, this is another allusion/fallacy/manipulation the harassers use. This one was started by one of my employers. He would say a loaded “thanks” in a way to allude to an idea; so translation is “thanks for not pursuing justice or any legal remedy, and keeping quiet about the injustice.” So this is basically a command disguised as gratitude.
Anyway, whether or not my interpretations of the implicit subliminal message are accurate or not, you don’t even gotta know the background story to notice that the voice message sounds strange.